Wednesday, July 30, 2014

The end!

I've been home for nearly a week already!

My term of service with AmeriCorps NCCC closed with an unexpectedly strong prescription of graduation goggles. I knew it would be hard to say goodbye seeing as I had spent the last nine months of my life living and working with the same beautiful humans, but I was shocked by the abruptness of the end.

We all expected it and in many ways, we were all ready to go home. I missed my partner and my bed and my books and everything else that means home to me. I was prepared for the bandaid rip of graduation and a flight home in the same 5 hour span, but I guess I wasn't necessarily prepared for the actual implications of what we referred to - like so many things by acronym - as LAA. (...Life After AmeriCorps).



In the corps, you're constantly surrounded by a community of people who share - sometimes in unknowable and unclear ways - your desire to make the world a better place. Not everyone joins the program for the same reason, many leave, but those who graduated last Thursday: we were a unique collection of people in the same place for the same reason. Basically, we didn't know what else to do with our lives... just kidding, but also seriously, I think many of us saw AmeriCorps as a beautiful way to connect with that part of our childhood selves that wanted to save the world, even if our adultish realism and possible cynicism fought back the entire time.

Things were not always perfect; but in the end, I had traveled to some incredible, awe-inspiring places, worked alongside passionate and inspiring people, planted my fair-share of native and vegetable plants, improved some soil, helped build a house, lived in a yurt..in a forest, camped on an island, bunked in the honors dorm with the California Conservation Corps ladies, and - most importantly - I had made some lifelong connections with people who will always make me smile and people who taught me new things everyday.



My whole life, I've heard: "college will be/is/was the best time of your life." I disagree. I think I will always look back on my experience in the National Civilian Community Corps as the best time in my life. I hope to use my experiences along with the lessons I've learned to continually make the world - if only my own community - a better place.

Thank you to everyone who made my journey what it was.



Sunday, June 22, 2014

Typical two months later post...

Greetings from the magical land of Sandy, Oregon! I realized this morning that I've been neglecting this blog over the past couple of months and I wanted to update the internet world about my current project. 

My team is working with an incredible organization called AntFarm (http://antfarm-international.com/), which is a community center/cafe & bakery with a 1.5 acre organic garden space and a million other things  all centered around community power and individual well-being. I'm learning from a handful of visionary souls and seriously enjoying the experience. As for living situation, I'm glamping (glam-camping) in the middle of a forest at the base of Mt. Hood and I live in a yurt surrounded by chickens, dogs, and amazing humans. I work in a garden all day long and am basically living my ideal life. I've found that I'm happiest when surrounded by plants and covered in soil.
This round is very different from my last round. It's incredible to think that just four short weeks ago I was on a construction site trying my hardest not to cut my fingers off or get hit in the head by something falling off of a half-finished roof (one of my teammates almost got hit by a falling human!). Working with Habitat was interesting and it taught me a lot about tools and construction techniques. It also taught me that construction is not my field. But I loved Wyoming and I really had a great time in Sheridan. We met so many incredibly nice people who welcomed us into their homes and made our experience very memorable and beautiful.
My term of service with AmeriCorps is wrapping up already! We graduate on July 24th and fly home the same day. When I consider all of the places I've been, people I've met, and things I've learned, I can't believe this has only been a nine month program. It feels like this has been my entire life and I can't even imagine what came before it or what will come after. I remember the day I found out I'd be in the Pacific Region and immediately knew I had done the right thing by applying for NCCC. That moment feels like ages ago, but the program itself has gone by so quickly. I'm taking this experience as a metaphor for life: It's so short and there's a lot to see and do... go out and live it! 









Wednesday, March 26, 2014

"All life begins on an edge"

I've always had a thing for liminal spaces. It started in college when I first heard the phrase in a Gender and Women's Studies course and was curious about its meaning. I came to understand a liminal space as a doorway - an in between that marks a boundary between one world and another. In college, I used this understanding to discuss gender outside of binary terms and my mind was opened to the wide variety of expressions that our culture tries so hard to squeeze into only two cramped boxes. Later, I applied my conception of a liminal space to the region between human and non-human communities. Ecology became my focus and I was curious about the root of human separation from the rest of the Earth's creatures. Is there an in-between, I wondered? A place where humanity blends into "nature" and the division between the two ceases to exist? What does this place look like?

During my second round in AmeriCorps NCCC, liminality caught up with me again. In a guest lecture on water conservation during our stay in San Luis Obispo, Regina Hirsch of the Sierra Watershed Progressive, proclaimed that "all life begins on an edge." She was talking about estuaries: places where salt water meets fresh water, encouraging biodiversity found no where else on Earth. This edge...this liminal space - between the salty seas and the freshwater streams - is integral to the life cycle of diverse species from amphibians to fish to algae and innumerable types of vegetation. These spaces are constantly in severe danger. Why?

Think of this, every drop of water humans waste is one less drop of water in the stream or the river or the aquifer. Every chemical that we spray, dump, excrete, etc. is one more chemical added to the soup already floating around in our seas. Every area of land drains into a body of water and every body of water is connected to every other through the cycle of evaporation and condensation. The world is linked by water. Condensation happens on an edge; rain forms when water molecules condense around the edges of heavier elements in the atmosphere. Rain falls and we send it to the ocean along with all of the eroded sediment picked up along the way. Into the estuary it goes. Into this liminal space, all of our junk - the chemicals (agricultural, pharmaceutical, industrial, etc), the waste, everything - leaving the land and entering the water where freshwater meets salt.

You may be asking yourself, "what the heck is the meaning of all this??" And to that I say, "excellent question. I have absolutely no idea. But wait, I feel like there are answers here..." So far, my answer is this: In the United States, we have very little respect for the in-between spaces. We are all about boundaries, but we value what's on our side of the fence 1,000 times more than whatever is on the other side. This threshold is a way of remaining ignorant and allowing environmental degradation without feeling personally responsible. "It's not on my land, why should I care?," We say. In Germany, storm water is not legally allowed to leave urban properties, whereas in the U.S we funnel storm water as quickly as possible off our land and into the ocean. This disallows infiltration (and facilitates future water scarcity by not letting water sink into the Earth to re-charge aquifers) and speeds up erosion, which decreases the fertility of the land. We worry about flooding in our basements more than we think about how to save the water for use in the dry season. If only we could come to value the threshold - the estuary or the boundary between what we perceive as "our land" and the rest of the natural environment - then maybe we wouldn't be destroying the planet at quite as quick of a rate. If we valued the estuary for its life-giving power and thought of the entire Earth as our shared land where every individual action is connected like drops of water in the water cycle, then maybe we'd be less destructively imperialistic. Hmm...

This post hasn't told you much about my actual experience this round, but it tells you a lot about the lessons I've learned. On Catalina Island, my team planted native species to help restore habitats that have been destroyed by agriculture over the past century. Here, I learned that I'm very passionate about ecologically sustainable landscaping and want to turn every yard into a native-plant paradise. The second half of our round was in San Luis Obispo working with the California Conservation Corps on a variety of water conservation initiatives. I helped build a greywater system that diverts laundry water from the septic system to a residential yard for native plant irrigation. I also had the opportunity to learn about rain gardens and rain water catchment systems that "plant water" on site instead of funneling it somewhere else where it will be less useful at a local level. All of our work this round has helped me develop a goal to establish a sustainable landscaping non-profit that utilizes permaculture techniques and principles to produce food for people, conserve water, and reduce our negative impact on the Earth.

Okay, wrapping it up. My next round will be in Sheridan, Wyoming and my team will be working with Habitat for Humanity! I've never worked with Habitat before, but I'm very excited about the potential landscaping work that we might be completing this spring!

If you've made it this far, thank you for reading my rambling! I love you and you're beautiful.

P.S: If you've read this and want any landscaping done in your yard, get in touch! I'd love to help :)